I WISH I WISH! (=

heyloo my deary blogger frenzy!
im here to inform you guys that i might not be able to blog for this coming weeks.
u know why?im not going to be in singapore..
(kalau clever sngt, percayelah.huahuahua!)
its just that exams are coming and i got to concentrate on my studies.
revision fadzlee!must be done alrity mighty?!
hehe.(shiok sendiri plak aku nie)

ok..2 more days and im growing older.sighh..-_-!
(taklah tue sngt kan.aru 18 years old.hehe)
for my coming birthday, i don ask for much.
i just wish that my heart will be calm and my mind will open up for my exam.
and not to forget my family and my bby and friends.
i want my family to be happy always and hope that they can accept me having someone special.
(rilli hope that they understand)
for my bby, i dont want anything for my birthday, i just want you by my side and that will make a special birthday for me.i also wish that we will be together forever.
(tapi kalau nak belikan hadiah, ape salahnye kan.hehehs.)
and for my friends,i cherish them alot.i dont want to lose them.especially the cemta-ians.i want us to be together till we have our families guys.hee!
(tkmo tinggalkan aku tau.i nd u guys too in my life.hee!)

some people says, when u say out your dreams it wont come true BUT to me, it will.
as theres a saying, "setiap ucapan yang kamu ungkapkan dari bibir kamu ialah suatu doa".
insya'allah it will come true.((=

hey baby girl..
this few days i have been missing you alot.
even when we meet each other everyday.
i know we are both busy with our studies.
its a must for us to get good education.
as i want us to have a stable family in future.

baby girl..
you have been asking me a few qusetion lately.
and is repeated a few times alridy.
whatever the question is my bby.
even if you were to ask me a million times.
my answer to you will always remain the same.


nothing can break us apart my love..

heyloo beloved bloggers!
im sorie for my dead blog for a long time which i dunnoe how long.
i have been busy studying and mcm biase my computer at home is gilerr.
i cant go online to update my blog from home nowadys.
im now at mlc trying to update my blog with this slow internet connections.
im getting fed up with the computer alridy but it is my only choice to update my blog.

for the past few days and weeks, many things have happend.
sweet things, happy things, bad things but i go through it with a patient heart.
i learn many things in life.we have to be strong in order to achieve what you want and never to think negative bout yourself.
negetivity!pulls you down! REMEMBER that people! hehs.

for the past few days, i have been stressing up myself to study.
im trying to get better GPA for my end of year exam.
i need to get GPA of 4!!!
i must get it! for my maths, i have been solving my tutorials at home.
and for Electricl installations, i have been reading the book but nothing got into me.hehs.
good thing Mdm Aw gave us assigntments and she mention that we cn just study from the assignments as all that is the important things we need to know for exam.

ok now for my overseas work attatchment.
my teacher submit some of my classmates names including me for the overseas work attatchment during june.
this friday, we will be going for the interview.
we are given a choice to choose between Vietnam, Shanghai and Australia.
I wanna go to aussy!
i rilli hope i will get the opportunity to go there.
(pray hard for me yeah people)hehehs!

next is for my passion.
Percussion and Tarian.
i just found out from one of my friend that i will be in DrumzOut 2009.
it falls around june but they dont know when.
im scared that it will clash with my work attchment.
(pray hard for me again that it wont clash keyh?)hehes!
then for my tarian.
i love to dance since i was a kid.
but im just too afraid to come out of my shell to try it out.
but alhamdulillah now im in tarian.
for my passion and also for my bby.
hehehs.(2in1 package lah kan)
this saturday, all the dance people in Cemta will be having auditions for a course.
a dancing course.FOC!they will be learning theorytical and practical on dance.
they will also learn contemporary, jazz and malay dance.
i wanna go!but...im not confident of myself.thats my weakness.
always feel lowly bout my abilities.
(what should i do people?)

ok..enough blabbering lee.
tekak pon dah kering.
nk gi minum air.heehee!

wait3!

to my bby,
i have been loving you silently since we had not known each other.
i have been looking at you from far since i love you.
i have been whispering to you from far since i look at you.
i just cant stop loving you bby.
i cant stop thinking of you even from a second.
i nd you in my life bby.
i promise you, i wont leave you.
thats my promise.

and to my beloved friend KASSIM.
pls don be afriad to talk to me when u r down with problems.
and pls pls pls do take care of yourselfs.
and pls don you ever think negative.
be a positive person pls.
you always give me advice but you yourself.negative.
soo pls keyh dear fren?
whatever happends, its possible between you and ur admirer.
to be true,you are like a brother to me kassim.
and i want you to be happy.
i wont like it to see you sad2 keyh?
be strong like me.hehe.
and i miss you alridy seyh.
c u arnd at cemta keyh?
anything text me keyh abg?=))

bby im sorie if i make mistakes and misunderstandings..
i just want you to be happy..
and be by urside always..

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yippee people!
my fellow tarian members did well for their performance today.
congrats guys.i wish one day we all can go out on an outing.
i knew you guys will go through it easily.
(after a stressful last minute formation)hehe! =))
then after all that, its time to take photos!!!
but sadly all the pics is wit rai2.
i only got the pictures of my bby.
will upload the rest soon i guess.(=

bby with khai!

my bby!



lawa kan my bby.
my very own model.
bby,i will help u to persue ur dreams.
i can be ur photographer.
i love you bby.
and a job well done for your performance just now.=)

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for the past few days, huv been wit my bby always.
but spending a day wit her was never enough.

yesterday i was waiting for her trining for her todays performance.
i was like trying hard to do my maths on my own.
number system.hard eyh!but u know it, u do it. hehe.
at last i got it.frm binary to decimal.decimal to binary.
quite easy eyh!hehe.
then after tarian we all went cafe1 to rest.
me, bby and rai2 ate chendol kosong wit nata de coco again!
hehe!sodap or wat?!?
then otw home, bby went to buy something her mum ask her to.
then sent bby home and i went home.

today, i woke up like early lorrh.
bby called me to wake me up at 5.
then mandi all and met bby at afghan bus stop at 6 plus.
then took a bus and went to tampines inter.
bought breakfast for rai2,atik and bby.
then proceed to school.
today is bby's performance at auditorium wit tarian members.
wish them luck yeah?
Gd luck my bby!and fellow tarian members!
hehe.after school get to spent time wit my bby.
she was like saying,"i ikot you baby!". thats what she will say when i dunnoe where to go.
sigh.but nvm, love her nye psl i will think of a plan and go somewhere.
i miss her lots keyh?
hehe.good luck again my bby.

i love you always baby.
and spending a day with you was never enough.
miss you bby!

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im sorie for how i reacted.
maybe i followed my heart and not my mind.
that is why i reacted that way.
i just felt confuse, lost and angry.
i don know why.
i shouldnt be feeling that way.
im sorie my bby.
sorie.

i love you and nothing can or will change it.

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heyloo peepool!
last saturday i had my CNY Dinner performance near East Point.
it was such a fun, tiring and my most memorable performance.
i will never forget that day.
Soul Percussion and the Hip Hop dancers are performaing.
we perform after them and it should be around 7.30.
during the hip hop performing, i was like terkejut nmpk rai2,fat2 and atik.
they say they were like running there when they heard the hip hop dancers nye lagu.hehe.
i was kind of nervous during this performing as i will be playing two parts solo.
(scary merry strawberry)hehe!
i was like wishing that my bby would be here watching me performing at this very stage.
hehe.was missing her damn lots at that point of time.
then suddenly she text me saying that she was coming.
(damn happy lorhh!!)hehe.
when she reach there, she called me n i was walking around loking for her.
when i saw her, i feel like opening my arms wide open waiting for her to run to me n hug her titely.(mcm hindustan lah pulak!)hehe!((=
then lps bring her meet the rest, it was our turn to perform.
we all went up the stage and my bby was like standing right in front of the stage.
taking video of us.
i cant stop staring at her u know.
hehe.
then after the performance, its time to take photos!!!
hehe.then we all boarded the bus back to school and bby and rai2 followed us back.
pastukn pastukn.
whime me and bby are walking towardds the 17 bus stop, we saw 17 turning.
ape lagi!kite pon lari lah chasing after the bus!
penat lah seyy.i was like sweating in the bus.
then send bby home and i myself went home.

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today after a long tiring day in school and sports and wellness,
i went to cafe 2 again wit my frens to rest.
then main taiti.
then too tired smpi nak salin pon malas.
but in the end nak kene salin jugak.
nie ngah ader training percussion.
the juniors are training.
mine is up next when they went home alridy.
rehearsals for 2moro Chinese New Year dinner performance at East Point.
the field beside it.
mlm aru alek.
for my friends yang dah terbace this post, sudi2lah dtg support kite ehk?
hehe.ok lah.better get back to training before kene marah.
till i post again.

rindu kat my bby.
padehal dier pat luar ajek.
hehe!

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yesterday, it was a tiring day for me.
after a short day in school, i went to cafe 2 with my frens.
we ate and ate. pastu kan.main taiti!!!
hehe. got addicted to it, sort of.
then my bby come and join us after her class.
i miss her lots somehow.
then we all went for tarian while joe and shazni went home.
during tarian, i tried to learn two new dance steps but i cant get it still.
i must slowly get the step as our performance will be next week thursday.
then gedebak-gedebuk lepas tarian, i sent my bby home as per normal.
pastu alek tido.hehe. too tired i guess....
tu je psl smlm.

one month had passed
and we are getting closer
and so do our love for each other
our loves grows as we are spending time together
didnt we realize that one month we have reach
one month is such a short period of time
and i wanna be with you baby forever
loving you is just a thing i love to do
as it makes my heart beats faster
and sometimes slower at the same time
i know, i can feel that you are my choice
my miss right
i want you as my friend, girlfriend, counselor, wife and mum
whenever i need you
i dont want anyone else in this life of mine
i just wanna be with you my baby
you are my air for me to breathe in this world that is suffocating
i love you my baby
and i miss you rilli
i promise to be with you always
going through thick and thin together
and i will never stop loving you


from the bottom of my heart,
Fadzlee
your baby

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Hey people!
im sooorie as my blog is kind of dead for a month!
hehe. my house com down uh.(bodoh lah com nie!)

p.s: i need a lappie!

now dah okay dah.
jgn bsk rosak lagi sudah.hehe.
okay now long story time.hee.

firstly my dance performance was a success.
then we had some fun time in cemta wit modern dance members and after that
had our vocal training with Kaz!hehe. love it!
(ajar lagi tau kaz!)
then the day after we send back the baju tarian at perkampungan.
me, bby, atika, fatris and raihana.
after sending, rai2, atik and fat2 decided to eat at geylang but they waited for
me and bby to board the bus first.
in the bus hor, it was damn hot n cold.(paham tak?lau tak, paham2kn jelah ehk?)
me and bby was slping all the way in the bus till we reach school. cutekan cutekan!?
hehe.we went back to school because i got percussion training and bby need to book
for studio for their tarian trining as they will be having 2 upcoming shows.
(i cant dance with them..sad sad..)

then then lots of things happend..
i got stressed up with my studies and project work.
sigh..maths quite hard okay!
then for electrical installations, the practical was easy.
BUT! not the theory.i don understand a thing and exam is coming in 3 weeks!
need to study study study!!

okeyh.
ape lagi nak ckp.
then i spent most of the days with my bby.
tu pon skejap2.never did we have enough time to spend with toget bby.
even for a lifetime, it wont be enough.

okeyh lets talk bout today..
went to school with bby early in the morning.
meet her at her bus stop as normal and took 12 to school.
its a single deck and was damn full!grrr!
then went for lla.
my group did our lla project wrongly.
WE MADE A BIG MISTAKE!
need to redo everything.
went to cafe 2 to eat after that.
then went straight to MLC to do our project.
there i met bby with her friends also doing their project.
was busy doing project smpi late for class.
go maths class kene celoteh ngan maths teacher.
then after that went cafe 2 with joe to wait for bby.
then we went dwntown east E-hub!
play bowling there but before that saw ida and wan.again!
after that joe went home straight.
and i said something.
bby is mad with me now..
she didnt msg me like how she use to..
im sorie..

hey bby im sorie.
i know i shouldnt have said that
i know you are mad at me and i will accept that
i just cant live without texting you for a sec
i need you my bby
you are the reason why im still breathing in this world
i just wish i know you before anybody else
i just wish you are my first girl and my last
i just wish you know how important you are to me in my life
i just wish to be with you forever
i just wish to be by your side always
i just wish to put a smile on your face always
i just wish you are the first that i have ever kissed
i wish you are the first that i have ever hugged
i wish you are the first that i have said I LOVE YOU to
and.. i just wished i didnt say what i did just now..
im sorie my bby..
i just hope i can turn back the time
im sorie..

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