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Saturday, May 30, 2009

hopes... ; 10:34 PM

i was hoping for u to go online..
was waiting but u didnt..

i need berry's help.. ; 9:37 PM

i need ur help..
i need ur company..

this one is another... ; 9:25 PM

Everyday..

Once in a lifetime
means there’s no second chance
so I believe than you and me
should grab it while we can

Make it last forever
and never give it back

It’s our turn, and I’m loving’ where we’re at

Because this moment’s really all we have

Everyday
of our lives,

wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight

Gonna run

While we’re young
and keep the faith

Everyday

From right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud

Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate,
celebrate.

Oh, ev’ryday.

They say that you should follow
and chase down what you dream,
but if you get lost and lose yourself
what does is really mean?

No matter where we’re going,
it starts from where we are.
There’s more to life when we listen to our hearts
and because of you, I’ve got the strength to start

Yeah, yeah, yeah!

Everyday

of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
while we’re young
and keep the faith.

Everyday

from right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate,
Oh, ev’ryday

We’re taking it back,
we’re doing it here
together!

It’s better like that,
and stronger now
than ever!

We’re not gonna lose.
‘Cause we get to choose.
That’s how it’s gonna be!

Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight.

Gonna run
while we’re young
And keep the faith
Keep the faith!

Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight.
Gonna run
while we’re young
and keep the faith

Everyday
from right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate,

Ev’ryday!

Live ev’ry day!
Love ev’ryday!
Live ev’ryday!
Love ev’ryday!

Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!

Ev’ryday!

Labels: hope i will be given a chance in future...

this song reminds me of us... ; 9:00 PM

Gotta Go My Own Way...

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

What about trust?

You know I never wanted to hurt you

And what about me?

What am I supposed to do?

I gotta leave

but ill miss you

So I've got to move on and be who I am

Why do you have to go?

I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

I'm trying to understand

We might find our place
in this world someday
but at least for now

I want you to stay

I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

What about us?

I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

I'm trying to understand

We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

i miss chocoberry..

Labels: i miss you berry..

to her... ; 10:41 AM

you...pls do speak to me if u view my blog..
iamy...

Labels: pls..

happiness.. ; 10:29 AM

meeting u yest makes me feel better..
i admit i wasnt like in the mood..
but looking at u crazy and happy make me smile on the inside..
i tried to be closer to u then them..
but i know i cant..
they are much better then me..
in looks and everything..
last saturday was the last memories we made..
and i kept it deep in my heart..
hope this wed and thurs, it will go on as planned..
the last two days before i go to China..
i do not know if the 'you' u referring to is me..
but if it is, im happy..
i am now understanding it..
im happy u r becoming stronger then me..
and having the same decision as me..
let love finds us, not us find love..
love can be learnt but not get..
thats all..
imyt..

Labels: iamy

Friday, May 29, 2009

its over.. ; 9:06 AM

today after school, i plan to go and survey for camera.
asked her to come along but nvm..
talking bout it irritates me..
i plan to go to harvey norman at tampines mart..
then on saturday, go shopping alone i guess..
need to buy my toiletries..
my needs when i get to china..
3 weeks...such a long week for me overseas..
in a foreign land..i have never travelled overseas before..
and now when im going, no adult is accompanying us..
i wonder how my life there would be..
i hope when i come back from china, my life here will be better..
hope i wont think of her anymore..
leading a peaceful life on my own..
keeping the hardship and happiness i faced to me alone..
i dont want to interfere in anyones life from now on..
im just troubling them and all..
im a well matured teenager and i shall lead an independent life of my own..
my favourite quote that i made up for me is...
"dont always listento others, because they never know what you are facing..."

and to him..do take care of her and treasure her..
i see smiles on her after a day out with you..
i cant make her smile anymore..
soo i let you take my place..
i wont interfere you both..
shes a uniqe girl..
do take time to know her better and you will start to love her..
and she loves taking picture..
and if you are not the type who loves taking pictures,
you should try to like it..
i dont like taking pics before, but with her i started to love her..
the same as how i love her..
and i also love taking her pics..
she is my model now and ever..
and she loves mickey,minnie,roxy and LV..
ban mian her favourite food..
she likes western food..
she loves to bowl,movies and arcade..not to forget fishing..
the rest its for you to find out..
just take good care of her..
you hurt her, you gonna suffer...

Labels: moving on..

i guess u found him.. ; 9:01 AM

Yes he is different..
i guess you have found ur companion..
im happy for you..
he makes you laugh..
jokes and criticising people..
travel far wont be a problem to you now..
going out every friday wont be a problem to you now..
going home late wont be a problem to you now..
i love it altough when u bully me..
happiness coming your way i see..
i guess i shouldnt meet u anymore..
let you have your own life..
cant wait for your next meet up..
".imy."

Labels: tuhan yang maha mengetahui..

Thursday, May 28, 2009

things need to change... ; 8:18 AM

i guess i rilli need to move on..
even when i keep thinking of her..
move on lee..
she is looking for her new companion damn it!
cant u just move on!?
okeyh thats all...

eh eh wait!!!
yest i went to esplanade to watch TERIMA KOST..
it was a very interesting dance cum play..
the dance is a combination of contemporary, hip hop and ballet..
my eyes was locked to all 8 dancers all the way and they were just sooooooo goood!=)
i wish i could dance like them and go from place to place to entertain people..
then after the show, we all waited to take pictures with them..
while waiting, there Sheik Haikal and his wifey..
aper lagi!pic time lahh...du'duhh!!hehe..
then the dancers came out and we took their pics and autograph..
=)))))))
it was damn fun...then after that i went home first cuz i wasnt feeling that well and tired and need to rest..the others went to eat and soo on..
i reach home around 10plus and do all the necessary things that im asked to do by my nurse and went straight to slp...=))

otyeh guys...i got to get back to my EIB..the most understandable module of the semester..=))
love you guys..
and the quiet and lonely fadzlee shall be crazy again..=))))

Labels: everythings changing..

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

some memories.. ; 9:31 AM

some memories are not to be forgotten...
when i went bowling with my parents,
memories came back...
when i went to eat at kfc and fc wit my parents,
memories came back...
when i went pr with my cousins,
memories came back...
when i went airport to eat popye wit my cousins,
memories came back...
just now when rendi was playing with his web cam,
memories came back...
when i saw planes flying,
memories came back...
when i sit at a bus stop waiting for bus,
memories came back...
its diff but no one knows...

Labels: dont think negative...

Sunday, May 24, 2009

my blog is dead now.. ; 1:26 PM

i wont be updating anymore.
as people will get stupid negative thinking.

Labels: i hate me...

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

; 6:33 PM

no one will ever know whats happening in my life right now.
confused of my life.
hating it i guess.
but need to be carry on.
if u wait for me, im happy.
tc there berry.

Labels: i miss ustazah..

Monday, May 18, 2009

its not my fault... ; 11:23 AM

just hope u r happy wit him..
im useless i know..
n for ur info..im no sweet talker..

Labels: i know she had never trust me..

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

its not that bad.. ; 9:02 AM

in life, there are up and downs..
and every ups and downs,
theres a meaning towards it.
soo people, just follow your heart..
dont be afraid in any decision that you want to make..
because it is for your own future and life..
being selfish is not a bad thing after all if its for a good purpose..
soo to all my fellow blog readers, dont be afraid to fight for your life..

Labels: for my future...

thank you allah ; 8:59 AM

::_you make my day_::

Saturday, May 9, 2009

; 11:48 PM

im happy that all my long lost frens are being found.
i missed them alot.
i know they might not be able to recognise me.
but i do recognise them.
i admit i have more gerlfrens then guy frens.
this is bcuz they understand me more.
and also i love helping them when they have troubles.
and i get what i gave that is being help by them
when im in trouble.
thank you my dear frens.

; 11:46 PM

i want to be a photographer.
i want to be a teacher.
i want to be me.

Labels: searching for me...

Sunday, May 3, 2009

decision? ; 12:10 PM

DECISION HAVE NOT BEEN MADE
I NEED TIME
BUT PLS DONT PUT ON HIGH HOPES
MY PARENTS STILL COMES FIRST
PLS DO UNDERSTAND PEOPLE
IF U ALL ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS,
U ALL WILL UNDERSTAND.
THANK YOU.

Labels: just hate me...

alone alone.. ; 12:08 PM

TINGGALKAN KU BERSENDIRIAN

Labels: pls forget me..

never ending... ; 11:50 AM

TINGGALKAN KU BERSENDIRIAN
sudah ku berbincang dengan mereka,
tetapi jawapan mereka tetap sama.
aku tidak dibenarkan balik lewat lagi.
aku tidak dibenarkan keluar dengan kawanku selalu.
aku tidak boleh menggunakan telefon rumah.
telefon bimbitku akan diperiksa masa demi masa.
aku penat dan letih dengan ini semua.
aku bingit.tetapi taati mereka adakah tugasku sebagai anak yang solleh.
aku tidak akan lawan kata mereka.
tanpa mereka, tiada lah aku di dunia yang indah ini.
memang benar aku telah bertemu dgn kekasihku.
aku harap dia dapat menunggu ku smpi ku tidak tahu bila.
aku tidak dapat menjanjikan apa2.
kerna aku tidak tahu apa lagi yang akan dtg di masa depanku.
maafkan aku.jaga diri baik2.

Labels: seribu tahun lagi...