heyloo beloved bloggers!
im sorie for my dead blog for a long time which i dunnoe how long.
i have been busy studying and mcm biase my computer at home is gilerr.
i cant go online to update my blog from home nowadys.
im now at mlc trying to update my blog with this slow internet connections.
im getting fed up with the computer alridy but it is my only choice to update my blog.

for the past few days and weeks, many things have happend.
sweet things, happy things, bad things but i go through it with a patient heart.
i learn many things in life.we have to be strong in order to achieve what you want and never to think negative bout yourself.
negetivity!pulls you down! REMEMBER that people! hehs.

for the past few days, i have been stressing up myself to study.
im trying to get better GPA for my end of year exam.
i need to get GPA of 4!!!
i must get it! for my maths, i have been solving my tutorials at home.
and for Electricl installations, i have been reading the book but nothing got into me.hehs.
good thing Mdm Aw gave us assigntments and she mention that we cn just study from the assignments as all that is the important things we need to know for exam.

ok now for my overseas work attatchment.
my teacher submit some of my classmates names including me for the overseas work attatchment during june.
this friday, we will be going for the interview.
we are given a choice to choose between Vietnam, Shanghai and Australia.
I wanna go to aussy!
i rilli hope i will get the opportunity to go there.
(pray hard for me yeah people)hehehs!

next is for my passion.
Percussion and Tarian.
i just found out from one of my friend that i will be in DrumzOut 2009.
it falls around june but they dont know when.
im scared that it will clash with my work attchment.
(pray hard for me again that it wont clash keyh?)hehes!
then for my tarian.
i love to dance since i was a kid.
but im just too afraid to come out of my shell to try it out.
but alhamdulillah now im in tarian.
for my passion and also for my bby.
hehehs.(2in1 package lah kan)
this saturday, all the dance people in Cemta will be having auditions for a course.
a dancing course.FOC!they will be learning theorytical and practical on dance.
they will also learn contemporary, jazz and malay dance.
i wanna go!but...im not confident of myself.thats my weakness.
always feel lowly bout my abilities.
(what should i do people?)

ok..enough blabbering lee.
tekak pon dah kering.
nk gi minum air.heehee!

wait3!

to my bby,
i have been loving you silently since we had not known each other.
i have been looking at you from far since i love you.
i have been whispering to you from far since i look at you.
i just cant stop loving you bby.
i cant stop thinking of you even from a second.
i nd you in my life bby.
i promise you, i wont leave you.
thats my promise.

and to my beloved friend KASSIM.
pls don be afriad to talk to me when u r down with problems.
and pls pls pls do take care of yourselfs.
and pls don you ever think negative.
be a positive person pls.
you always give me advice but you yourself.negative.
soo pls keyh dear fren?
whatever happends, its possible between you and ur admirer.
to be true,you are like a brother to me kassim.
and i want you to be happy.
i wont like it to see you sad2 keyh?
be strong like me.hehe.
and i miss you alridy seyh.
c u arnd at cemta keyh?
anything text me keyh abg?=))

bby im sorie if i make mistakes and misunderstandings..
i just want you to be happy..
and be by urside always..

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