happy day for me.. ; 8:27 PM
today early in the morning..as per normal like memories i went to wait for her at the usual block..as per usual, i reach then text her..and she reach there told me suke kasi org kelam-kabut..i told her i didnt ask her to rush..cuz i don mind waiting for her.. =)then we proceed to eat at saffron..but packed.. -_-soo off we went and eat at afghan..CHAPATTI!!=))then meet joe under his block..meet hadi and syirah in the bus..then we took 31 from interchange to go school..TRAININGtraining for the IRIR was really fun..my eyes locked at her..saying "i just love her"everytime she caught me looking at her, i look elsewhere..she smiles when i look at her..i hope the love is growing again, even when i cant be with her..while we are resting, cikgu call for the dancers..talking to them..then i looked at her..she caught me..then i go close as i want to read the lyrics too..she lean on my shoulder..i feel the love from her..i wonder if she is feeling it too..then we have our last training..then we go down to C1..Cafe 1..when we reach there,i and her straight away went to the ice kacang shop..i bought ice longan with nata de coco..at that point of time, i felt hurt..like being shot..i saw her wallet..our pic gone..being replaced by him..mt mood turned as i was trying to control my feelings..express it in my phone..didnt talk to her then..STUDIOback at the studio..she ate another 2 medicine..that i brought for her..she then feel pain and ache..i massage her..then i feel that she slept while im massaging her..i asked her to slp on my lap as she will be going for anugerah later..soo she need to replenish her energy for it..as she sleeps on my lap..i keep playing with her hair..belai wajah die..saying again to myself.."i just love you fardiyana.."my leg was anty anty already..but i tahan for her..for my love..because i dont want to wake her up..looking at her slp..makes my life peace..she looks beautiful even when she is sleeping..sigh..then rai need to wake her up to get ready for anugerah..they then rush2..i do up her hair..comb it for her..then tidy her fringe and blusher..then we all went off..the sad part coming..i thought of giving her a hug before she goes..but..the bus came and all of them are chasing it as they are late alridy..at that point of time...i suddenly felt alone..everyone run saying goodbye to me..its like as if im gonna lose them forever..i have been left out when i went china..and now when im back, i cant join them..left out again..OMW HOMEafter they took bus..i walk alone like a guy without anythg in life..i took 38 and drop at afghan..go get my perfume and waited for 28..bus reach, took it and went home..reach home..i miss her alridy..threw my wallet on the bed and it opened up..showing my pic with her..switch on my lappie..there US again on the wallpaper..but i have to be strong..im just a friend to her..NEXT DAY2moro going Science Center with her..hope it will be another happy day and ending for me..i see you 2moro my love..ok lah till here..btw we took a few pics in the bus..will upload it later..saw her in the screen of my tv..i wish i could be by her side..i miss her..Labels: wish it never ends..
