i know i should reflect myself on this too.. ; 9:47 PM
you are saying that its the best for us..i know i have said this before..and the ans u gave me is waht i want to say to u right now..i know its too late for us to discuss about it right now..because you have found your new companion and is moving on..i will try to study..im just scared my past is repeating..failing final year because of this..i will try not to..because if i want you back, i must have a good career..to take care of you and insya'allah our family..we always have thought of our future..we think far ahead..one boy and one girl..in a house..family of four..touring the world..sigh..i rilli hope this would be like where rainbow ends..i hope naim can tc of you..i dont want u to do what u did in bali again..its the second time u did that..im worried..when u are depressed and feel alone, pray to him..dont do all that again keyh my dear yana..i know you can change..in my eye..you are the angel..i trust you..i believe in you..you too must..i know i have grown weak with all this..because when i went away i left half my strength in you..when we hugged..thats why now you have the strength to move on..thats the truth..u know what i mean ryte..remember that time im not feeling well?i did something and you ask me what is it..but i didnt tell you?hope u know what im trying to say..do tc keyh yana..it feels weird calling you this way..but no matter what,cintaku terhadap dirimu takkan pudar..menantikanmu untuk kembali disisiku akanku menunggu..i love you and will be waiting..even for a thousand years..even if i have to chase you for thousands of miles..i will be waiting..Labels: i wont give up waiting..
