hope she will be ok.. ; 11:02 PM
todae went to school late..AGAIN!then went to EIB class but teacher went for course..soo i went C1 to meet shazni and danial..we studied there..me trying to absorb everything into my mind..then went for the test..damn i forgot all the formulaes..i only manage to do the mcq..i rilli need to buck up on my studies..i have been failing my machines for all the test..wth..then finish school, went to meet love and rai..me and love watch resident evil 3..instead of watching the movie, i looked at her..deep into her eyes..just love her..then she got to go for class..me play game a while..then when she is back, we continued watching it..then she and atik watch another cinderella story..then meet abg and kakak at c1..then khai,rai,love and me plan to go qiji at cgh and breakfast as im visiting my dad there..atik tagged along and she went off when we want to go to qiji after meeting my family..at qiji..i told love that my parents are ok about me being with her alridy..i wish i have told her all this earlier..but then my dad told me about not repeating my pass..that is when my ex left me, i totally lost focus of my life..then she told me..to ingat what my dad pesan me..and i told her im trying..and that i will always be waiting for her..after breaking fast, we all were happily talking and had fun..then she keep laughing and leaning on my shoulder..when love did that, i feel like she still love me..i could feel it even when she dont say it or show it..this is what people call true love..u can feel it even when it is not told or showned..then after that we all went seperate ways..rai and khai took 9 to bedok where else my family, love and i took 9 to afghan..love went home straight from there..i wanted to hug her.. she turn n look at my mum..i say.."she dont mind"i knew that she needed a hug cuz i saw her keep looking at her hp since in schl..waiting for him to text her..i can feel everything that she is facing...read her blog just now and it was true..i hope things will be better for her..even if i cant make it better, at least i could lend a shoulder for her to cry on and an ear to talk to..i just want the best for love..thats all..love..i just read ur blog just now..im sorie for looking at u when we are watching movie..cuz i just love looking at u love..then i know u r not ok when i saw u looking at ur phone at c1..when u called someone and didnt ans it..when u were expecting someone to call u or even msg u..u were soo angry just now that u say something about my dad..i dunnoe why u keep saying that kind of things..its like as if u still love me deeply and that u want me back..or u want me to take u back..then i know u r missing him and that u love him..but both of u r drifting apart..i hope the best for both u..but love..if u ever feel down n need to talk someone, im here..my shoulder is urs to lean and cry on and my ears is urs to listen to..i will always be here waiting for you..i will move on being single..move on doesnt mean i dont love u anymore..moving on while loving u and waiting for u..bcuz i know love that u dont like to see me in this situation..i love you and i miss you..tc my love..Labels: i will be here waiting for you..
