i need her.. ; 10:15 PM
todae went bishan for aunt marrige..look at her and the place reminds me of love..but i know that she wont be thinking of me now..then for the whole event i was feeling down..cuz i cant share my happiness with her now..then went to cikgu's chalet..everyone asked my for you love..it hurts me..i know u still love me love..but why this..?i just smile and try to be strong even when my tears started to build..then after everything..we went home..otw out..there i saw iman and iza..im just happy to see them..they faced the same problem as us last time..but they are still strong..bcuz the mistake that they admitted and regret made their love stronger..iza asked me.."yana mane lee?"love..u never know how deep it hurts me..to hear that..i was silent at a moment..then i say u haave kenduri and smile..even when it is a fake smile..i know u hate to be the confused yana..you have always been..i gave you all..everything love..my heart..my life..my love..my attention for you..but why cant i be the one with you now?u say i dunnoe..but u still go with him..nvm love..i know u r still confused..im willing to wait..wait till u come back to me..i know u still love me love..n i believe fate will bring us toget again..i know u r not strong love..thats why im willing to be there for u everyday..but now..i cant..cuz u wont even ans my text and calls..just remember that i love you..and no one can replace ur doings and ur place in my heart..im not strong like you say i am..im strong bcuz u made me strong..like what u say in ur post..now i cant be strong as the person that made me strong has gone with someone..that she is strong with..i hope u will be back for me to take like u told me before..and i hope i can be ur true love like u told me before..and i hope we can be US again like u told me before..and i will hold to it..believing we will be together again..thats why im still alone now..Labels: only she can make me strong..
